r.i.p

the title is for Spain.

(i think its because i didnt watch their match live thats why they got heartbroken and allowed france to score 3goals.)

so now its just Brazil.

critics questioned Ronaldo's ability to be what he used to be. i think they should die. look at him now, the bucktooth boy, all happy and scoring goals and breaking records. haha.

ugh. but why Spain? this is stupid.

i'm gonna coach their next game now.

haha.

hello 5th.

high school musical was damn awesome. haha. i dont get why but disney and its thing is my happy pill. and will always be.

one of their best programmes was "my wife and kids" which stopped airing a while back. its on starworld now but when its on disney, i never failed to watch it. haha. ohwell.

then i remember i had this friend to whom i complained to about the sudden cease in the broadcast of mwak (omg the acronym is disgusting). and being the cute person she is, she really wrote to disney and told them to play it back!

i bet the people at disney are really busy because the mail never got answered. however, they did make up for it by putting troy and gabriellela on tv.

anyway now everytime its late at night and i'm watching disney or mwak, i'll always remember this friend of mine. hahaha. for real.

i miss you too lah sheena! (this is worth ten times more than your tag!).

bye!

and to all those typical jc students who studied for your midyrs: i hope the mid yrs gets postpone! or there's flood tmr. or SARS came back and struck the petmouse and hence everybody gets quarantined!

or even best, i hope that like what cj said, miracles DO exist!

se h.

okay plan failed, drastically.

i woke up at 830am, left the hse at 9am and played like some monkey, only to find myself back at home by 9pm.

awesome 12hr playtime. haha.

so dead.

HOW NOW?!

aiya. ugh. tell me miracles do exist.

t r e s /

recently i've learnt that sometimes in order to get your heart's desire (this meaning anything that you want or crave for, doesnt necessarily refer to human beings), it just takes a step from oneself. put it simply, it means initiative-taking.

easy.

but then again, for those who are plain lazy or are just too bashful to do so, i reckon the alternative. prayers.

its either that or you just survive with the number one rule in life ; contentment.

haha okay this is retarded.

anyway i'm gonna announce something which is so massive, so earth-shaking, something as important as armstrong's first step on the moon, something even the realisation of worldwar III to people who anticipated it cant compare to..

i am going to start studying as of this coming saturday afternoon.

and to those who are very unimpressed, i hope you all are secretly praying that the event doesnt actually take place. hahaha. okay joking.

like how much can i cover within 48hrs man. not deducting worldcup and other tv programmes and shopping. sia lah.

okay lah but at least i'm going to try. haha. yay.

bye losers.

two.

hey people, just look at how well spain is doing in the world cup now. hahahaha.

anyway, note;

i love my grandma very very verh much. (:

one .

the straits times published this article today in Life! about girls and soccer. well, the writer basically stereotyped girls into the category which labels us as people who think they know soccer because of their boyfriends or because thats the latest craze and all the other bullshit. or even because some either watch the matches, know the statistics or blah. then he told people guilty of these to stop pretending.

thats so true.

but then whatabout the rest of us girls who actually play soccer. and people who actually have their achievements established in soccer?

stop all the stereotypical claims. at least be partial. i dont blame you (the writer) totally because you dont in actual fact deserve to claim the honour one hundred per cent. its the majority of the girls anyway.

to the women; stop screaming and shrieking whenever someone makes an attempt at goal and misses/scores. okay i mean its natural to get all excited and everything but doing it practically in the whole duration of the match gives off the signals that you're annoying and that you're just a wannabe- knowitall. very very not cool if thats the label you all are aiming to attain.

and dont pretend you all know soccer when y'all cant even participate actively in the game of captain's ball. it takes more than you all (female soccer-pretent culprits) to even wear the soccer boot.

its even worst if you all think that the winners of worldcup 06 is brazil/england and cant even substantiate why. no no. ronaldinho's/rooney's presence isnt exactly an answer.

(to those true blue brazil/england fans, no pun intended okay!)

espanol !

tonight had awesome tv. haha. i didnt know wednesdays can get this good especially when america's next top model ended and alot of other shows just stop airing its programmes. i thought it was the end of the world man.

singapore idol still has hope afterall. the boys this round were way better than the guys from the previous round. haha. tough choice for the people. it'd just end up like any other competition i guess. soon it'd be a popularity contest.

but i'm still watching it. its good.

then came the much anticipated match ever since the start of the group rounds. SPAIN vs ukraine. 4-0 was easy peasy for the spanish lah. hahah.

how often do you find a team with the skills and the looks? never i think. until the team spain'06 came about.

hahaha. am a happy girl.

with all the late nights that i'm currently enjoying, i think i'm indulging too much in the small little finer things of life (eg. snacks). i keep snacking. hence the accumulation of fats. really, i see already i also think quite jialat. hahaha. so it aint my fault if i dont turn up on the first day of school okay..

the reason might just be because i cant fit into my skirt (even though i might have tried very very verh hard).

the holidays are still good for me nonetheless. i hope it doesnt ever come to an end. finally i can take a break off all the overrated issues in life. and just eat and grow fat in my own humble abode.

who doesnt want such life sia.

-the tragedy that struck-

argh!

why Japan, why?!!

sia lah. nice match but wth wth wth.

i still feel like fainting everytime i think about it ok.

the shelter

i'm like having a panic attack now. the cause? i haven't figure it out yet.

i hate time. it just doesnt seem to wanna stop at the right moments.

why the rush, mr clock?

and because of the hasty decisions, i've been forced to speed up my life a little bit.

i hate that too.

perks

i need the strength and the willpower.

and,

i cant wait for tomorrow! there's Spain, Portugal, England and Brazil to look out for.

okay and maybe, just maybe, France.

haha. yay.

uh oh

ever had moments whereby your parents just sat you down quite abruptly (preferably in an area with four solid walls and a closed door) and just started telling/talking to you about serious stuff? eg. bgr talks, sex talks ..

some even have money management talks and responsibility ones as well. haha.

well. the mother just sat me and my brother down for one yesterday night. its called the insurance talk. i dont know why either. but it brought me back to reality.

there's only so much your parents can do to safeguard your future. mine did alot to provide me the best safety blanket i can ever imagine. hahh. but thats that. i've gotta do the rest myself. afterall, its my life that i'm living.

and you know how insurance must be supported and stuff. then there's areas whereby you can gain and areas whereby the age limit thing sets in and everything. when i'm 45 where will my parents be?

then the emo part comes in and i really hate that.

ohwell. i bet this is like the equivalent of german to some but its like a reference point to me. i needa start re-thinking. maybe even start thinking.

and you know, yesterday night they had the repeat of the piano show for the first 7boys of singapore idol right? i waited so long for the show man.

and the mum made me missed it.

JD oldtime

my brother and i finally worked out a system whereby we both can use the computer in the same day! he used it first until a good half an hour after 11pm before its my turn to use it.

awesome isnt it. his computer and thus, its his rules. i, am just but only the rule-abiding OLDER sister.

what has come into this world! everyone should know the consequences of messing with the hierachy system in sibling-hood. its deadly.

anyway, i'm craving for the cheese they sell in ljs. its crazy i tell you. but i'm loving it.

oh, the new month has arrived! haha. people whose money i have, please come and claim them back! -this is the last warning-

a roach suddenly appeared on the floor of my living room while i was watching pimpmyride. its huge. ugly and battling death. i admire its will to live on (cos it freaking struggled throughout the whole damn show lah). but its still a pest.

no pun intended to all cockroach-lovers though. i think you people rock.